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Does anybody remember when I used to give my characters super long scene hair?

STOP BEING SO BORING. NAO. I HAVE HOMEWORK I HAVE TO DO.

That whenever I come onto this damned site, I always feel like I'm getting attacked?! What the hell did I ever do to deserve getting chased off every damn time I try to come back?! Honestly, I make mistakes, I ask the wrong questions, I give the wrong advise, even give the wrong COMPLIMENT and the same flipping people are at my throat, basically saying 'SCREW YOU, GTFO NO ONE LIKES YOU' and honestly, what that does to one's self esteem isn't exactly pretty. And If it were everyone, I'd understand that 'oh, I must just honestly suck, I should probably just quit' but no. It's the same people. The same people have been badgering me for THREE YEARS. Honestly, don't you think they'd get tired? I know, every time I post a journal it seems like I'm ranting but it's the cold hard fact that it's only because anything pleasant I have to right about gets kicked right into the negative stuff's shadow. I would be writing about end of school, summer, my new kitten, my reminiscing of old times and everything else that I'm doing but then I log on to see people who seem to just want me gone. Why don't I block them? Because I–for some stupid reason–think that I can change their mind, that I can finally prove myself to them that I really can draw for myself, that I am one of the 'artists'. Pfft. I am always trying to prove myself nowadays. I had thought that this site was meant to just have your drawing out there and to interact with other artist but I can't do that because I'm wasting all my time defending myself, and then cowering in the corner, dropping off the radar when it gets to be too much. I'm not saying that I am fantastic, that I can draw like Picaso, but you know, I'm trying, people. And if you don't like it, then don't watch me or don't look. Honestly, is it that hard?

I know, I know. Stop playing the victim, Dio, it's getting old. It really is getting old.

I started out writing that angry as hell... and ended just tired. I am so. tired.

I might just make a new account, start new again. See who I become then.

TL;DR

Doing this for my sona, this is not actual personal information.

General Information

First Name: Samantha
Middle Name: Octavia
Surname: Patrick
Nicknames: Sammi; Desoto; Antha
Code Name: Dionysus
Gender: Female
Species: Human shifter
Birthday: September 11
Age: 22
Star Sign: Virgo
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Nationality: English and Irish
Languages: Sign language, English, Spanish

Physical Appearance

Skin Tone: Tan
Height: 5'1
Weight: 104 lbs.
Blood Type: AB+
Face Shape: Oval
Hair Colour: Red
Hair Length: Medium-long
Hair Style: Curly but she straightens it.
Eye Shape: Round deep set eyes
Eye Colour: Blueish grey eyes
Body Shape: petite
Breast Size/Chest: B cup
Lip Shape: Full lower lip 'pout'
Right Handed or Left Handed?: Ambidextrous
Scars: None
Tattoos: 'DW' on her ankle
Piercing: Five on her right ear, four on her left

General Attitude

Personality: Mostly adventurous but also outgoing, perky, and a little controlling/bossy
Normal Mood: Happy
Good Habits: Cleaning, exercising, reading, saving money, hygiene
Bad Habits: Procrastinating, late homework, staying up until midnight, arguing, bottling up emotions
Strengths: Reacting quickly in emergencies, school, socializing, flirting
Weaknesses: Relationships, comforting people, commitment
Likes: Nutella, Doctor Who, acting, singing (even though she's rubbish) being around people, bugging strangers
Dislikes: Being in a relationship, seagulls
Fears: Being forgotten when she dies and not doing anything important in her life. (they kind of tie together)
Why?: She grew up reading fairy tales where people do amazing, grand things and always yearned for the ability to do something 'magical' as she puts it.
Soft Spot: Puppies

Dress Sense

Favourite Clothing Brand: No specific brand
Items of clothing usually worn: Jeans and a hoodie
Accessories: Ring on right ring finger and Arby's bracelet
Make-Up: Simple black eyeliner
Perfume: None

Friends/Enemies

Best Friend: Faythe
Friends: Luke, Arielle, Evan, Devin
Rivals: Michelle and Rachel
Enemies: Caleb, Rashel
Love Interest: Luke(maybe?)

Childhood (Ages 0-12)

Life Story: She was born in Scotland, raised by her mum with her dad running about, always out on work. She lived in the same house for eleven years before moving to a larger house.
Birth town: Bathgate, Scotland
Favourite Childhood memory: Hanging out with her mum on roadtrips
Worst Childhood memory: Breaking her sister's hamster's toe.

Teenage (Ages 13-19)

Life Story: During her sixth/seventh grade she fell into a depression and detached herself everyone. During eighth grade and highschool she was well again and back to her happy self. She exceeded in all school aspects, determined to perfectly educate herself in fear of not living a good life and ending up living homeless.
Grown up in?: Stayed in her home-town
Favourite Teen Memory: Highschool Graduation
Worst Teen Memory: Fallout between her mother and father.

Current Life

Occupation: Waitress (Med School Student)
Current Home: London, England (for school)
Relationship Status: Single
Children: None

Dreams and Interests

Dream/Ambition: Fantasy: To live and travel among the stars and travel through space and time. Practical: To become a respiratory speciallist and get a degree in space exploration.
Favourite Class: English
Worst Class: History
Hobbies: Painting, video blogging
Talents: Artistic, deduction, 'super memory'
Sport: Soccer

Rating (Out of 10(10 being the best))

Intelligence: 10/10
Confidence: 9/10
Wisdom: 5/10
Agility: 10/10
Stamina: 9/10
Cooperation: 6/10

Yes Or No?

Smoker?: No
Drinker?: Somewhat
Nail Bitter?: No
Athletic?: Yes
Bookworm?: Yes
Kleptomaniac?: No
Party Animal?: Yes
Vegetarian?: No
Workaholic?: No
Glasses?: Yes
Contacts?: No

Good Or Bad?

Temper: Bad
Patience: Good-ish
Charisma: Good
Discipline: Good
Sense of Humor: Good-ish
Wit: Good-ish

Or?

Optimist or Pessimist?: Optimist
Introvert or Extrovert?: Extrovert
Daredevil or Cautious?: Daredevil
Logical or Emotional?: Logical
Disorderly or Neat?: Disorderly
Working or Relaxing?: Depends
Confident or Unsure?: Confident

Self-Perception

How he/she feels about himself/herself?: She's comfortable with herself.
One word the character would use to describe self: Average
One paragraph description of how the character would describe self: "I'm a pretty average person, don't really do anything out of the ordinary. I've got okay looks, alright personality, and I don't have many problems with people but I also don't have any ties with people. I'm nothing special, just another person on the gigantic Earth." (Not really a paragraph but she'd stop after that.)
What does the character consider his/her best personality trait?: Her optimism
What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait?: Her over-rationality.
What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic?: Her eyes and hair
What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic?: Ears
How does the character think others perceive him/her: Plain
What would the character most like to change about himself/herself: Her overly strong desire to be one of a kind.

Favourite/Hates

Favourite Food: Mac and Cheese
Hated Food: Asparagus
Favourite Colour: Purple and red
Hated Colour: marsh green
Favourite Drink: McDonalds sweet tea
Hated Drink: Carbonated drinks (excluding cream soda and root beer)
Favourite Place: Her hometown
Hated Place: Attics
Favourite Music: Peace Rock, alt. rock and country
Hated Music: Any kind of metal music/rap/screamo/
Favourite Animal: Australian Shepard
Hated Animal: Bats
Favourite Characteristics in other people: Adventurous and talkative
Hated Characteristics in other people: Cockiness, snub(snottish people)

? Information (Whatever film/game/book information that could be put here)
She's obsessed with Doctor Who because it gives her some hope that somewhere out there, among all of the millions of galaxies in the universe there is bound to be a Doctor out there waiting to take her to see the stars.

Theme Song: Hall of Fame
Quote: "One good solid hope is worth a cartload of certainties." ~Tom Baker